i felt like todays message from God was so true. Love takes time and consistently pushing my love on him isnt how things should work. yes our situation is difficult and i shouldnt add to it. i dont want to push him away @ all because he has my heart. only u father God knows where the story ends for us. all i want is to give him my all without all the extras! God give me patience and strength to see this through. he is worth havin and im willing to fight until the end. but help me to do it in a way that i wont push him away