I left my husband... He has been EXTREMELY verbally abusive for a while now and recently it has become somewhat physical and threats of it becoming much more physical. He says it is my fault for the abuse, I know better but, I have lost so much confidence lately. I have only a minimum wage job, working different shifts, so I can't get another job, I can't afford my bills... I am scared and depressed. I have turned my life over to the lord more and now I am going through more than I ever thought possible. I know Jesus is here for me but, I sure need prayer.