Dear God,

It has been almost 200 days since I've prayed for myself to find my spiritual mate. It's really hard at times to just only rely on you and your will. It's even harder to even be patient with what you'll be able to provide for me. I am always filled with confusions and questions which I cannot be able to answer myself. I like someone, and I just don't know why my feelings keep on insisting me that I must do something about it. Yet, at the same time, i know I've tried but nothing is proceeding- his side. At times I feel terribly wrong for being so upset and losing my temper, but in the end, I realize it's you I need to focus on, not him or what I personally want. So, I just want to ask for your peace, for your love, and for me to just focus on those aspects again. I know it's unbearably hard at times to like someone so much, and wishing there was some sort of sign or reciprocation, but there are times when we can only do so much. Therefore, I just ask that I may remain patient, understanding, and open minded .. so that perhaps I could slowly come to figure out what it is I would need to do.

Sincerely,

Your child