Hello,
I have been struggleing with depression and anxiety for years. Until 2008, I have been able to keep it under control, enough to hold a job for a year or two at a time. In 2008, my younger brother was diagnosed with liver disease and after a terrible illness, passed away in October 2009. Three weeks later, I lost my grandmother. On Novermer 14th 2009, I lost my job. In January of 2010, I had to file bankruptcy for my business. On April 2, 2010 I lost my mother. Soon after that, came a divorce from my husband of 17 years. I ended up in the hospital for 45 days attempting to deal with this all. My faith in GOD was the only thing to keep me alive. I have never reached out for a prayer request, but since that time, I have not been able to keep a job due to my depression and social anxiety issues. I apply, and have had several replys, but when it comes to the interviews, I am a blabbering idiot. I am a 57 year old female and have had to apply for ssdi yesterday. I am afraid of going down that rabit hole again. Please pray that God will give me the streangth to get thru this and heal me and give me the ssdi results to keep my home.