I’m in so much emotional pain, I have been separated from my youngest child almost 5 years I have worked hard with the lord to stay clean and sober since I left and got help. I owe the life I have to God today with out him I’d be dead I’m sure. I trust in him i do but I’m hurting so bad and every time I reach out I’m kind ways to my ex’s family I’m shut down and torn down to the memory of the version of me 5 years ago.
I’m trying so hard to stay loving and kind tolerant accepting forgiving yet the pain is eating me alive I don’t know how to give this to god this pain is so very overwhelming. Please help god I can’t do this with out you!
On my own I am nothing with you I am something that no one can stand against please my child is out there is need her to know your love god if she can not know mine please show her yours