Dear Lord,
I'm so upset with myself because I cannot do the things that I want to do. I am jealous of what other people have and what they can do. Please teach me how to appreciate more what I have right now and teach me to have a positive mind set that I can do it also but not now. Please help me to understand more that in life, we have different timelines. That the right time will come for me and that I also have my own path to take. I'm sorry Lord for feeling this way. I know that I have to trust your will and plans for me. Thank you Lord.