God has showed up again. He has answered my prayer to impart faith and blessing to those around me and in essence increased my faith as well.. There's no doubt he has done it. Praise God. I renounce my idols I was in denial about. Playing God. Lusting after the blessing instead of God and seeking the kingdom first.. Bowing down to fear and anxiety. Seeking my will. Trying to hide behind the security of a image that I created in my flesh by working out or dressing nice. Proving myself to others for comfort and peace of mind. Some of these things aren't in essence bad but the way i was using them to comfort me and maintain my peace were idolatry. I'm grateful God that you are God and I am not.