Just take one step at a time...I know you're fear , I live with it everyday. Just remember you are never so down nor can you hide from this God will send his angels to help you up.
God Bless and I will send prayers for you .
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Just to let you know "We Are Never alone" also I am going thru a similar time in my life and will pray that God helps you as he has helped me. God Bless