Dear God please help me to find the right care for my condition. I do believe you know what is needed more than I. Please allow me to hear and discern what You would have me do. I have faith, I just can’t calm myself to trust in what I think these days. Not drugs, which God knows and now you do. It is major depressive disorder and I need therapy but I don’t know how to open to the right person. I’m sure this doesn’t all make sense but God knows. Thanks for the prayers. Thank you God, Amen