Lord, the consequences of my actions are coming due. I know you know the feelings that I am feeling. I am extremely sorry and embarrassed that I did something so stupid. Please forgive me. I am being arraigned this week and I pray that it will not end up in the local news. Please keep that from happening as my family doesn't deserve the embarrassment for my crime. I am so full of despair and depressed that I don't feel the need to go on. I'm thinking everyone would be better if I wasn't here. I am so alone and too embarrassed to talk to anyone so everything is all bottled up inside me. Lord, please guide and shine the Holy Spirit upon me with peace. Amen!