Thinking of you and wrapping you in hugs and prayers. I, too, am estranged from my 26 year old son and the pain that comes from it is immeasurable! I remind him how much I love him thru text messages every 3 weeks or so. I won't give up! I have apologized as well, several times! Whatever you did, your children should not judge you, but love you unconditionally as you would them no matter what mistakes or choices they make whether you agree or not! I pray that they will realize how much you love and need them and come to you with love and forgiveness! From one mother's heart to another! Never give up on them!!!