I thought I had my life planned out well. I knew what I was doing and the direction I was heading towards. I met someone I really loved, and although the long distance was hard, but we still tried our very best. Through 4 years as an undergraduate student, I had to encounter numerous of difficulties. Yet, I tried my very best because I knew what I had to work towards. 4 years have passed, and 4 weeks remain until I graduate. Things have changed; I am now at a confused state of what I am doing, and where I am going. My routes have unexpectedly changed on me, and I’ve realized what I have planned for the past 4 years were not meant for me. Furthermore, my relationship with him started to fade, and I realized that it is slowly starting to die. I tried my best to go through different routes, but so far I have not succeed. I feel really disappointed and frustrated with the situation. I am trying best to be patient, to stay strong and confident that God will provide me the strength and I will be a useful tool for him- someday. Please pray for me to be patient to understand that everything happens for a reason. Until then, I must be believe that God will eventually lead me somewhere great under his will.