I feel absolutely overwhelmed right now. My oldest son has problems in school and is failing all his classes. He has had a history of drug use and is on probation. My younger son is now having behavioral problems in kindergarten and we believe he may be autistic. Both my husband and I work but can't seem to keep up with the bills. The power company is shutting our power off on Mon unless we come up with $1300. I just got paid the other day but now the money is gone. No food in the house. I have settlement checks coming in just don't know when. Don't qualify for assistance in our state. I feel like everything is falling apart. Some days, especially right now, I feel like just getting in the car and running away. I try to stay strong for my kids but feel like I can't anymore. Please pray that my faith will get strong again because right now I feel like it's non existent. I'm scared that I won't be able to take care of my kids. I'm scared that my oldest will continue down this awful path. I'm scared that my youngest son will reach a point where we can't help him anymore. I'm scared that we will have no where to go when they shut our power off or that we won't be able to get it back on again. I'm tired of being scared.