I'm trying to trust God with my life and that wherever this life leads me that he Wil stay by me. Lately I feel like my life is falling apart. I've suffered with major depression disorder for years and I'm trying my best to cope with it. I need God's mercy right now idk how much more I can take. I'm trying to be the best man I can in hope that that right woman will come along. I try my best at work yet I'm so stressed from the job it makes me physically ill. I'm hoping to find a career less stressful and better suited to help me be financially stable for a change. Please just pray for and I'll certainly pray for all of you