Hello Pramod, if you believe in your heart that Jesus is Lord and that He saved you from the death you will be saved. more than healing, I pray for salvation into your life and your mom, that you find great peace in midst of everything that is happening in your life right now. things that we will never understand but our God is ONE TRUE GOD and who knows everything. Stay still and keep the faith and trust our loving God. May He touch you with His healing hands and may His righteous will , will be done in your life. I will be praying for you!!