It makes me feel selfish, but I'd appreciate some prayers to help me trust others and trust my own feelings, instead of constantly driving myself crazy...

It looks as though I might have to chose between love and work... I was all set to go on vacation next week and see the man I love who lives in the UK, when I was told by my boss that she will try and work with me again, but I might have to make a choice. I have been planning this for six weeks. I was all set to go and make plans for the future and be honest with him about how I feel and how he makes me want to be a good person. But if I have to make a choice, I can't chose to leave a good job in this economy, not now. I am praying that God in his infinite wisdom and mercy can find a way to make both work next week.

I need help and strength to follow my heart... I'm frightened to get a new place to live and a new job, I'm scared to finally make the choice to live my life, instead of a life that someone else thinks I should live. If there is a way God can help me make all of this work out, to give me strength and opportunities...

I want to die. I've tried so hard to lead a good life and do what was best for all involved over the past years, but it has not worked out. I have no job, no money, and no prospects for the future. The last thing that I had, someone I am in love with and want to make a future with, has been absent. I feel as though I have nothing left to live for, and I desperately need God to help me.