ITS not fair that you God took my 2 brothers and making my dad old.im here with the farm now and scared as hell.i cry every day for hours without letting anyone know.i try to be strong but my days and pain can not go on. i worry always about everything.i thought if i just started writing it would make me feel better.i have so many people that loves me.im at a point im scared to love others.i need help.yes im am angry.upset and down right mad.my feelings are no longer feelings.i go on each day asking why and get no answers.my health as been affected by all of this.maybe this is just an eye opener for me.i sure hope so.hope i can pull thru this and go on with the life i once had.GOD PLEASE HELP ME.