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Christina
Christina Tan
Christina
Christina Tan
Aug 13, 2011

Prayer Request

Thank you God, for giving me your kind words, that is to be gentle with myself, to treat myself like my dearest friend, be gentle and supportive of myself.

Just awhile ago, after having read the school portal of the things needed to be done, my anxiety went shooting over the moon. I lost grip of myself for that hour and went frantic over what is needed to be done.

God, is this the way to train a designer? Is this the really hard way? Or am I still new to all these, that's why I panick when I heard the news? God, I'm lost of what to do. I kept doddling and doddling, I hope and knew that something good will come out of all these. I really hope so.

Thank you for your kind words again as it has calmed me down. I was too anxious in wanting to complete everything. In a way, everything's throwing into my face, shouting at me, telling me to finish them all, but I know I have to be patient and gentle with myself. Only I know how good I am and how strong I am. I want to be better and better, but I know I can't be too anxious about it.

Forgive me God, for being frustrated with myself for doing things slowly. I don't think I'm doing things slowly actually but I think I have truly enjoyed doing my homework yesterday, focusing on what is important and getting myself exposed to many other things. Today and tomorrow and for the rest of my schooling days, I will grow to love my other modules and do likewise, which is, to enjoy the process.

Like what my brother said, don't focus too much on one module. If you were to do that, one module is 100% while the other two are 30% - 40% done, that is not good. Thank you God once again for giving me these lovely people, and of course, myself, into this world.

It may be a really long and really tough route, but for all the things I'm gonna attain after graduation, I think it is all worth it.

THANKYOU SO MUCH AND MAY THE WORLD BE IN PEACE