I feel very certain that I am not meant to raise children. I like working. I don’t like conflict that seems never ending. My youngest has special needs, I’m a single parent. I’ve been praying for God to heal him and me, to fix this horrible mess and make a way for all those involved, especially my very sweet daughter who helps me. This is so unfair to her. I can’t do this anymore. I don’t want to. And I have no options. Praying that God makes a way for us, where there doesn’t seem to be a way. In Jesus’s name I pray, amen 🙏

God, You are holy and always worthy of praise! I am sorry for my sins and for the times that I have asked for guidance and did not listen. Father God, I trust that You know that if I did not listen it was because I did not trust myself to either understand or hear You correctly. I feel like I’ve been learning from those mistakes ever since. Father God, I am sorry for my mistakes. Dear God, please give me eyes that can see and ears that can hear only You and a heart and mind that is receptive to You and knows and eagerly responds to Your instructions, to Your voice. Lord, I want to go to the land of milk and honey. I am so tired from my problems. Lord, please rescue me from all my problems and place me back Your firm foundation, because of Your everlasting goodness and love. God, You are my only hope. In Jesus’s name I pray, amen 🙏