I have had to turn to disability for help because I became unable to work. This money is no where near what I made working. I stretch it as far as I can and always seem to be without food and money before the next check arrives. I have two sons living with me and times are so hard that I cry myself to sleep every night wondering if this is my life? Sometimes I wonder why I need to get out of bed. I am always depressed and cry alot during the day. I use to be so out going and energetic, where did it all go? I'm not quite 50 yet but feel as if my life is about over. Pray hard....I had being like this.