I am numb to all. That my spirit comes back and I get back to myself. That doctors and those helping me know what they're doing an the conviction that I had that was lost come back. Please, I need help and come back home.I'm so alone in my mind. For Anthony's recovery from stroke, stevie from cancer, Angela this, marinella and fiorella, Mary, for all on this site and all asking for their needs, help them. Please let me get back and stay. For my guys, that they make up my life again and for the feeling of self. please make feeling come back, I need to survive, thank you.