Dear Eris,
I am praying for you and have had in the past felt like I was having a nervous breakdown, however I was never evaluated by a professional, I am praying with understanding somewhat what you are going through but only Our Heavenly Father really knows your needs. So I pray in the Name of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ that He will meet all your needs and help you to get through all of these problems. Be patient as His time is not the same as our time. He is faithful and will see you through. Your sister in the Lord, betty