Dear Anonymous, I too felt like you when my son was killed in an auto accident. I thought that if I prayed , God would not take him from me. Angry is what I felt. Keep praying and tell God how you are feeling, cry out as well. I have sone it all. I thought fo sure, I would be out of my mind by now, but next month will be 14 years. Keep praying and God will see you through to a better feeling.

Sending up prayers that God provides YOU with a good job. In his holy name. Amen,