Please Flossy hang in there and dont give up. I to suffered from depression for a few years. I drank to get rid of the pain. I have so many scars on my wrist. Like you i thought there was no hope. But thanks to God, He placed the right people in my life and i was saved. Now i use my scars to tell my story to people who are where i once was. There is always hope. Dont be ashamed. You are LOVED. You will get your life on track and your story will be able to help someone someday. I'm praying for you.

Thank you for thinking of them. I know God is in control. They just miss their parents so much. They havent heard from their Mom in over 3 weeks. My heartbreaks for them. Thank you for thinking about them.