Please pray for my mental health. It is declining and I’m dragging the people around because I can’t help myself. Sometimes I think that I do it purposely because I am hurting that I also want them to hurt. I can’t help myself to move forward I cant brace myself to be brave thats why I regress and obsess on the destructive things rather than face life. I am so close minded and pessimistic. All I want to do is to sleep to avoid thinking. I lash out on my family telling them that I am angry at them and say that they’re really the ones who pushed me to be like this. I can’t allow myself to be happy. I think that there’s nothing I can do anymore, give anymore. I fee like I’ve given my everything. I feel so worthless and insignificant. I doubt my faith, its been 2 days since I haven’t really prayed and communicated properly with God. I’m so impatient and immature. I want to end my life.