Lord forgive me if my understanding is wrong. By What I witness. Lord my concerns I need your help with are stommed down not considered. How can he spin the truth and not care on me. How can he be ok lie that I never love him. Say I'm negative to direct from something he hide. but he mean and not be honest not follow God. Lord show me how you will work thru our problems or deliver

My husband and I went to pastor to discuss things was present in husbands actions. It show me wife not aloud to discuss on husband to pastor. Pastor covered say because of who I am. It ok to look on women. Didn't have issue with him look at porn. He claim never been in his heart. Play over I perceived wrong. I try to leave this in God's hands. I been stirred as I feel treated different in the church and they have exalted him. He hasn't been honest with me few things always comes out in the end he lied. He expect me to take his word. Lord help me know what to do.

Lord heal my sons kidney blockage. Help hospital schedule soon to get stent inserted. Help relief his burden. Praise you provided a better job for him. Help him cope. Heal my kidney as I passing kidney stones. Heal my heart as I have tachycardia and bradycardia. Hope stable to prevent a pacemaker or get one before a risk. Lord help clarify my hearts trouble. Change hearts need softened, truth revealed , mending. Stop the games of Satan. Stop my fears from becoming real. Protect me from further hurt.

I surrender lord what will you do with our lives?

lord you call it to be blessing when I am insulted torn down lord it hurts I forgive them if it's on purpose or mistake lord I pray you be here for me. I pray you help me. I pray release the pain help me heal. help me. get past the plan of devil to keep me captive. lord I give Bert to you I Give Connie to you. I give ralph to you. I give derick to you. I give Josh to you. I give Pete and l9ri to you. pray you forgive me any hurt I hold in my heart. release the continue torment

Lord help me in the battles around me. Dad skin cancer, son health Derick kidney infection swollen, appendex issue, Denise sinus allergy skin cancer health issue, Ralph and Denise marriage reconciliation, sister mental health court hearing nephew July 17, financial burden, Rebecca health adjustment paralysis recent and suddenly from a spin tumor. Transition home and care 2 kids.

Prayer giving to lord husbands behaviors. Wait for lord to move. Feel like do I even matter. He claim not in his heart hate guys that look on women. Been a long history I witness look at butt, porn. he cover it all to save his own face. Make me look as jealous shift blam. What should I expect from husband heart change mend our marriage? Heart just torm
God deliver his heart or deliver me from him? God hates divorce councilors tell me to leave. God advice say give to him let him show. My heart broken to see the answer.
His dad passed in last year. His truck broke recently. Could this be God, he say just thing happen God don't punish.

How can reconcile when wife left to forgive other dont have to confess. The discussions kept secret from, with pastor. Told no big deal of issue. To accept as is now not look at before but blam on me as nothing happen or there. Excuse off ok because behaviors of wife exaggerated, only made worse Diverting off elephant in the room blam me. Trying to wait on lord can use prayers. Supose to renew vows in Oct. I'm struggling in trust and we're we stand in unity. Feeling God being silent.