Heavenly Father, my heart hurts. I was not prepared (emotionally) to receive the sentimental mail I did today from my ex's family. As much as it hurts, and as much as I love and care for this person (and his family), I want & need to let go & release this person, but the memories are soo difficult. Please Lord, help heal (and strengthen) my heart. Please forgive me and help me to forgive others (even those who have never apologized). I need You, Lord. Please don't leave me.