I would pray about it brother I would keep praying and praying that God would lead you and if this woman is a potentially godly woman that you could have in your life that wouldn't break your heart. I know it's hard to open up yourself again after you've been in so many relationships but trust in the Lord and listen to what he says in your heart and if you make a mistake so what you gave your best. God bless you brother you're in my prayers✝️💕 may you find love!

I've also heard this said that a saint is a sinner who keeps trying. Maybe that's right maybe that's not. It sounds right though.

For 7 years I've been in a state of repentance trying to not be an addict to pain medication for my back and anti-anxiety medication for my anxiety and cigarettes period And I still am addicted to all of those and I don't know what to do I fell I'm at my wit's end and I'm trying to repent and have a change of heart but the longer I go the harder it is and I just don't know what to do but I agree with you and to just keep trying in Jesus name amen.