My Lord God
The timing was right every time.
I prayed for him I thought he was the one
He sounded promising in the beginning of the relationship
Then when we first met I seen and heard
He was still attached to his ex wife she seem to control him
Even called when he finally never stayed with them that night
I donβt understand why he wanted me first, he was still married to his ex
He is also married to his best friend whom married his ex
I prayed for him now I let him go
I tried my Lord
I am done
I have no more trust in man anymore
None of my relationships were true
All I ever got was heartaches
And they look to other woman I feel like a Person put aside only when needed
None came my friends they never were close they just take and pretend to give very nice in person completely different when we are apart
I donβt know who to talk to anymore
I miss the love of my life my soul mate
He meant the world to me
Forgive me for all sides have done and said help me to forgive and give me strength s as lone this road ahead
I will not be told who to live with again
I was forced to live with him but it was up to us to get married we loved each other so much people called us love birds that was LOVE in all shape and form
I will never find that live and peace again
And yes I am sorry for all my sins please donβt cast me away hold my hand and my heart
You are the God of love and peace
I Thank you for everything even the ones I do not understand
Thank you Lord for giving him that much time with us he was beautiful his spirit was pure and had the most respect for nature and all the animals he caught
Thank you π