Lord Jesus please send me a woman of my desires

Feeling of alot of anxiety about what's going on in the world today. I don't feel at peace. This may sound ignorant but I just wish I was asleep and wish I had no clue what's going on. I know there is a war going on with Israel and Palestine. I have been hearing about the endtimes for years and just hearing these things makes it hard for me to move forward in life. One of the reasons why my life has been paralyzed and just barely doing anything and working a simple job. I just hate experiencing this. Lord please grant me peace and take my anxiety away.

Lord Jesus please send me a wife. I'm tired of being lonely.

Lord Jesus please have mercy on me and save my soul in these endtimes. Heavenly Father please also make sure my loved ones are right with you so we can all go to heaven. Please overlook my shortcomings and forgive my sins.

Heavenly Father God please give me strength in all things in Jesus name