God if it's not over yet for me please help me to get a job.

Unspoken prayer request

IGod I'm tired of coming to you like you are Santa clause but it seems like I have more problems in my life. I'm not where I want to be, I have no job with no money in which I'm trying hard to find employment. I'm lonely and I want to be with someone and I'm just worried about the future. My life is not going well at all. When can I get a break?? I pray and nothing is changing. There are days in which I wish I never existed.

I'm praying an advance prayer because there is a possible war that u.s might face with China. Lord Jesus please protect me and the u.s citizens for possible danger lingering among us. Please help us to change our ways and if possible please postpone this war and please protect the U.s and forgive our sins.

Lord Jesus please bless me with a beautiful woman to have a relationship with.