Unspoken prayer request... God I need you right now. I'm struggling with a heavy sin

Lord Jesus please give me clarity on this person I'm dealing with. There are certain things that she does that rubs me the wrong way. I've never been fully interested in this girl and I've been talking to her for awhile. She always ask me for stuff, the conversation is very off and she really does nothing for me. She has her good side and she sometimes give me encouraging words and that leaves me confused about her. She said she wants to be with me but I'm not reallysure about her. Please give me clarity Lord.

Lord Jesus please bring a woman into my life who I would just love to be around with. Please help me to be a blessing to her if she enters my life. I e been alone for too long and I just want to share a life with someone Beautiful in both ways. I really want someone who is smart, beautiful (outside and inside), caring, and loyal. Please bless me with my soulmate

Lord Jesus please send a special Women in my life who I would just love to be around with.

Heavenly Father ive known ive did many things from lying, cutting up, stealing and certain things in life that you dont overlook and im asking for forgiveness and and you to correct me. Right now im out of a job and I am looking for one. I know I dont desreve much from you. Lord Jesus please bless me with a new job as soon as possible.