Unspoken Prayer request

Right now it feels like my life is at a dead end. I don't know if there's hope for me. All I can do is pray. I wonder if the Lord is done with me. I gave my life to Christ 6 years ago. But like a fool I went back to the world and returned to my old ways. I know the Lord is angry at me. I can honestly say it's my fault. it seems like I'm doing things more worse than before I got saved. Ive committed more sins that I thought I would never commit. I understand we all have choices. I'm just a mistake but my biggest mistake is just existing and being here.

Im praying and crying for help to you Jesus. I'm still bound to tarot and psychic readings. It's becoming a new addiction and I'm asking for forgiveness. Lord I know you are upset with me. I'm scared of my judgment day. I'm sinning period this was out of my nature a year ago. Please Jesus forgive me and help me stop my addiction.

Lord Jesus I'm asking for forgiveness. Heavenly Father I've been rebellious. I've been out of control. About over a year and a half ago this sin that I've been committed was out of my nature. I've developed a new sin. It has been some time now that I've been playing with tarot cards and fooling with psychic reading. Lord Jesus Please forgive me. I really feel that I'm in deep trouble with you after backslidden so many times. There is no point in living after failing you daily. I'm asking if you God can give me peace about this, forgive me and to help me to stop this sin addiction.

Lord Jesus please make me and her get back together. I really don't want somebody that I saw as a blessing for the first time out of my life. I think about her alot. Lord please do me this favor. Please let this be your will. I miss her. I really want to be in a relationship with her. I dont want this to be another regret. I don't want anybody else. Please put this situation in your hands Jesus and please bring us back together.