Please pray for my soulmate, for a long time now he's been resisting God's will and making so many mistakes. I feel his pride & poor choices have been getting in the way, and he's been causing such much pain for himself and so many people! He hasn't been faithful to me, and because I feel God still has a greater plan- God won't release me from this- but instead wants me to continue to pray & wait on Him. I've been waiting & fighting a very hard and long spiritual battle for many years around this person, and chosen to remain steadfast toward GOD'S word & promises. But this has been very hard because my soulmate is choosing to not listen to God- but instead choosing to go his own way. Lately I have been trying to fight off so much pain, anger & discouragement that I can't even focus, or think straight. I feel like the enemy has been attacking me and trying to plant seeds of bitterness & resentment in my heart as well, and making it difficult for me to remain in the joy & peace of the Lord.
Right now I don't even know if I want to continue holding on for this man because of his behaviors right now. I KNOW God has been confirming things to him as well, but I feel like he wants to continue doing things his own way- and living a self-centered, materialistic, and carnal life instead of being guided by the Holy Spirit..Please pray for us both, and that somehow we'll work this out according to God's divine purposes - and that we find the desire to start speaking to each other again.