Hi Sandy, I seen your request by accident since this thread is for a pregnant lady. But, I wanted you to know that I have lifted you, your husband and your situation up in prayer. I hope things improve and I think it's wonderful all the faith you have in our beautiful Lord Jesus Christ. Hang in there.

Sherry, along with others praying for you, I think that you should physically, get down on your knees and pour out your heart and make your needs known to God. Sometimes all we think and feel and see is negativity and that is what we draw to ourselves. Try to focus on Gods positive, all the beauty around you, even a simple thing as taking a shower, the hot water, the soap that smells so good even the ability and the senses to be able to smell that wonderful clean aroma. Start seeing only the positive and that is what you will draw near to you. When you start to think about anything that doesn't bring you joy, rebuke in Jesus name and move on to something that brings a smile or a feeling of peace and joy. Praise God everyday and give thanks for all that He has blessed you with instead of dwelling on all that has gone wrong in your life. I believe that you will soon see a great turn around once you put these things into practice. You are not alone in regards to your daughter being estranged from you, we too have not spoken to our youngest daughter in over 3 years due to her drug addiction. She has gone through drug rehabilitation now, praise God for answered prayer. But she still has not responded to us on social media (that is our only way of keeping in touch with her) She hasn't blocked us out so that in it'self is a blessing so we can see our grandchildren and her progress even though we don't speak to her. You are in my prayers.