Please pray for the person(s) I meet about a great job gives me a second chance at a better career and life.

God I'm praying for a job.
I'm praying for my son to grow up and appreciate life.
I pray for my Grandkids whose father was murdered this year.
I'm praying for my anger, jealousy and envy.
Praying for a better attitude.
Praying for one good lifelong friend, well what's left of it.

Please prqay for me to find a job and be given another chance to do better and be better.. I cant eat everyday. I just found my Uncle I never met well he found me thru my Mothers obituary and I desperately need to meet her only sibling as I am 45 and he is 72 and life isn't promised for us tomorrow and my Mother looked for him for over 60 years. I don't trust people and so I have no friends and I want that to change instead of being afraid to live. I need prayer for my grandkids whose Father was murdered in March 2019 and they are only 1 and 3 and for their Mother as well.For a better bond with my sons,For me to learn to properly forgive and love myself so someone else can love me.