Im tired with my life, i always feel of being alone and asking for attention, asking for love asking for everything i did in return most of the time i feel and i ask God to take me, instead of letting me feel this i hate myself for letting people to hurt me, letting people take advantage on me, even my own children i never received any love and respect that i never know what i did wrong but giving everything that nothing left to me, nothing....i only ask God was to take me and spare from this my eyes is full of tears, i never experience to take care of my children, i was deprived from being a mother to my own children, my misery becomes worst. Most of the time i ask God if my parents have something to do with all of this can i ask God to spare me i have nothing to do with all their mistakes i did choose that but them. today is Christmas and i am living alone i chose to be alone, separate myself from getting hurt, that all i want is to be happy and in peace, just God do not leave me.. i love you God
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