My ideas aren't God's i know this. My idea is to find a retreat a place somewhere close to nature that teaches the word of God. Where i can find nurture and peace and serenity and cultivate my gifts and fruits. That sounds good on so many levels. I am getting the (or at least I think I am) message that isn't his plan for me. And I was almost certain he wanted me to go to school. I am back to square one. I dont know how to prepare for the future. I need some direction or insight. On a general direction. Please pray for God to reveal to me what his will is. Thanks.

Lord today I pray help me keep moving forward. Please help my stagnant spirit and my depression. I trust you. I repent of my whining. Please forgive me of my wrongs and carry me through this day. Help me acheive my goals and give me the desire to obey. Please give me favor this day and everyday. You know where I need the help the most Father. Thank you. Hallelujah you are good. I praise you. I pray in Jesus name. Amen.