Papa God. I'm sorry for all wrong that I've done with my life. I'm sorry for being a stubborn child. Papa God. I'm really frustrated in my life. I see people around me grow. I see them happy with their lives. I see them being stable, having successful career, happy family in life. I, until now, years had passed Im still here. I feel no success. No growth. Failure. I'm starting to hate myself. Feel depressed. And so much pressure in life. Papa God. I am asking for your forgiveness if I fail my mom. If I didn't pursue what she wants me to be. 😢 I am asking for huge miracle, for that very huge miracle in life papa God. So I can give it back and pay back the goodness of people who's helping me. Especially my mom. 😢 in Jesus name I pray! Amen!