I pray that Bubba lets his anger go! I didn’t mean to hurt him It was strange!! I feel a lot of pain! I don’t understand God! I woke today thinking of Bubba but it’s ok Bubba can be a prick! Why do I have to feel any pain! It was not me! I have a hard life and if I ignore the call I don’t understand I don’t want to ignore anything but I don’t understand what you are saying God??????
I love Marty. Both of them! The pain is terrible!! Please lord! Can you help me understand adjust please don’t make it more painful I know I have to adjusted the coarse of my life! pain gets stronger!please don’t make it harder / I am sorry
Adjust the coarse of my life! Help me I don’t understand?

I have lost my son. I hurt his feelings. Jesus please
hear my heart I am so sorry. My last message from
you really hit me right in the heart. I lost my temper
an your message nailed me. I said something that really hurt him. God please help me when I came to this message you nailed me an you warned me about my anger. A doubled sided sword. You told me to be careful. Your message hit me strongly! I am so sorry. I pray someday he will forgive me. I am sorry GOD! Please forgive me. Help me to forgive myself! I love you Jesus. I feel like a bad person. Can you forgive me please. Can I forgive
myself? Marty is so kind. He didn’t deserve me to call her a gorilla. I hurt my youngest so bad. I am sorry but I will be punished an he may never come back to me.? I pray he will come back to me! I am so so sorry. I don’t think you love me right now but I pray maybe he will forgive me. Jesus I love you even though the evil one keeps trying to tell me you are not real. Father take all doubt away dear Jesus because I know you are REAL! It hurts me how I hear this evil voice telling me your not real.
I know with all my heart an soul that YOU LOVE me Please help me get this evil voice out of my head I love you Jesus. Please don’t let that evil voice be in my head, in my heart. I love you Jesus I am sorry because in my heart I don’t doubt you. I don’t love me. In some way just between us, can you take this evil voice away please don’t let him hurt me. I do know beyond any doubt that you love me. I got so hurt that I said something terrible! Please take this doubt away because without you in my life I have nothing I feel like I have been punished by losing Marty an that’s not true. We were doing something
terrible. When I think of the truth I realize that what we were doing was wrong. I feel like I am being punished. The truth is that something was wrong with us. I don’t care about me but look what
we did to our children. Heather an Marty are so beautiful but now I have lost both of them. GOD
Please help me. I love you so much an I know you can take all my doubt away! I have seen your miracles with my own eyes. Jesus please take that voice away so I can freely love you without any doubt. I am sincerely sorry Jesus. I need your love!
Lord please free me from this agony. I am not the only Christian who has doubted you. Jesus I can’t deal with the evil one coming between us. Please heal this pain I have that comes between us! You have forgiven me. Take the doubt that comes between us! Please heal me. Take that doubt between away! You can help me. It’s painful to me to ever doubt you. FORGIVE me an take this horrible pain between us away. I trust in you so much. I love you an dear Jesus I do know your going to help me. I promise you I will never ever doubt YOU AGAIN.