The feeling of a broken heart is incomparable, but realizing the heeling God does is the beautiful part of the journey. God will heal your heart back to its original state and you will be able to look back and see the great love God has for you. You are loved, hang in there. :)

We all steer away from our paths throughout our lives, but the most important thing is that we acknowledge those problems and try to find solutions. Here you are sharing your story and humbling yourself to God. I can assure you these times will pass. What matters is that you remain close to God and everything will fall into place. Sending thoughts and prayers!