Letting go of the past is not easy, especially if you have wounds that have never properly healed. But the past is past, and living there may be preventing you from fully experiencing the present. Likewise, fear of what may be looming around the corner can also prevent you from fully enjoying the present. Live in the moment and look forward to eternity with God; now that's a great present.
Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling diseased right now. It's alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that's exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: "I love you."
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