My lord I feel you just ignored me you punish me I’m so down I go sleep with hopeless wakes up without hope. I always wanted peace life my funnily my daughter don’t let me to breathe specially my 8 years old daughter I gave my life to have her the best life nothing makes her happy I’m lost lord what should I do I had a big faith in you when my ex asked me to terminate the pregnancy I said no I left him went college graduated working good the purpose of my life my work is for her I don’t even plan or don’t even go out with friends please lord I’m tired I’m depressed I want to be like others to look after my self to have me time but now everything hard I don’t know even what to do, lately I closed the door stay in my room my mom and my daughter plays in living room if I join them my daughter started to arguing or fighting please lord I’m so fade up tied in everything struggling financially to please pray for me