Hello fellow believers, often I feel as if I’m a burden , and iv paved the path that I’m on so I should deal with the out come alone and in silence, so on my personal journey of becoming a Christian these chains have loosened. vulnerability keep me cautious. Seeking refuge from my loosing battles with anxiety, perhaps this is part of the motions, . Iv been numb for so long ,self medication, has gotten the best outta me and I’m not knowledgeable with what’s normal and what’s outta wack. Or if/how I can fix that. I don’t want to act on impulse but I wanna do what I can to change my circumstances.im unhappy I live In fear I feel with a few more dedicated weeks of hard work and Discipline I’d like to be ready to take a leap iv been too insecure to take. If we could pray for my children and my self during these next few weeks that would be amazing to form a prayer of protection over us not allowing the devil to hinder our flight, allow us to find a road that god has purposely made for us to ride on allowing us freedom from an toxic environment. Allowing us to heal and then allowing us the strength to be able to help/guide others who maybe struggling with similar situations, there’s support out there and not the type that’s only on there terms. They work with you and at a pace that your comfortable thank you I’ll pray for you too.