God, I’m here for you. I need to learn patience please. Why do I get so agitated easily? I am trying to be better, to do better. Forgive me, I keep asking for signs of change, I’m not doubting You, impatience sometimes gets me. I’m sorry

Please God, help me to get my physical and mental energy back in a joyful positive state. Remove my laziness, gluttony and fear. It all serves no purpose in my life and when I feel the joy of you in my heart I am better and am better for others. Please heal me God, lift me up