I just lost my brother Ed about 9 days ago....We were very close and I loved him very much!I'm having a hard time getting a grip on his passing 😢. I think about him all the time..I also carry a guilt, I should have protected him 😢 💔 I also have another brother in ok.,city hospital, in a critical state..he Has an infection in his toe, that was recently amputated, and it's in his blood, and his bone..I don't want to lose him to...I have a big empty hole in my heart 😢 💔