Well, the only thing you must do is to forgive her, and you did that. It is so beautiful of you to forgive your mother. Trust me, God will great you with bless. If you are happier at the friend’s house then be there. God is happy wherever you are. As long as you are safe and brave. I see that you understand that the world is now a great place, but we have no other place. So people like us should help each other through prayers and motivation. It is way more easier to do something with a friend. So I will be here if you need me🙏🏻 Please do me a favour. Don’t bother yourself with questions like: should I stay here or should I go to my mom’s place or similar. You have to listen to you heart. So next time when you have to make a choice, listen to God inside of you. Iris I can feel that you are a good girl who is going through some bad stuff in life. Trust me I have been there too (sadly I’m still here, fighting with addiction😔) but I keep up doing things that help me and everybody else, so I decided to be with you through you tough times. For the end, I want you to know that there are people like me who wants to help you. And you should keep looking for them. Just be careful. I really hope that you find boyfriend that would take care of you. Be sure that he is there for you. I keep praying for you and your family and the biggest reward for me would be your success. I will keep praying till you win, because I know that you WILL win. God I hope you will be safe Iris🙏🏻❤️🤍🙏🏻
God loves us all❤️🙏🏻

Don’t be afraid. God is with you🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️

Hey Iris, I’m glad that you are alright and that you found a job. Just remember, one step at a time. No matter how tough situation get I want you to know that you always have escape plan and you can always cry out to the God. He will listen to you because he made you. There is a saying: “God payed for you too much to just leave you”. Iris you are special and God knows that. He won’t leave you and I will pray for you. I’m so happy that your mother decided to wants you back. I’m really sorry for your condition with health right know, but you are very young so it will get better. I hope that you are happier then before we talked and that you now have much more motivation then before 2 months. Please be safe Iris❤️ Try to reach out for your mother for help, forgive her, that is only way to Jesus heart. I believe I’m not here without a reason. So I will continue to pray for you and your mother. I hope you will get better chance in life Iris. I’m sure you will. As always you have hugs from me🙏🏻❤️ Remember that if you need to talk or anything else you have a friend here who will gladly listen to you, and will give you help. Stay in peace Iris, you are strong girl, you will make it!
- with much love
Phil

Hello Iris👋🏻
How are you, how’s everything going?
I hope that you are alright🙏🏻❤️