Dear God.. please heal my heart .. help me to let go of my past trauma and relationships.. help me to move on peacefully with my life. I want to be happy again.. smile, laugh.. focus on myself.. I want to feel your love so I don’t need it from anyone else. I’m tired of doing for others and they take advantage of me and my love. Protect me from me.. and self sabotage.. lol ease help me heal so I no longer need to feel numb