Dear heavenly father,

Last year I had asked You to take my desire for more children away from me if I'm not ever going to have any more. Yet, still I want more children, at least one more, but I'm not sure if that is your plan for my family. Whatever it is, I know it's better than anything I could ever conceive. Please help me to be slow to speak, quick to listen, slow to anger and quick to forgive. Please help me connect to my children, husband and loved ones deeply. Please strengthen our bonds for life. Please help me decide on a story to focus on in my writing. You know I love writing and drawing, I talk a lot, teach me to day what I need only. Thank you for my sweet babies, husband, inlaws and loved ones. Please give me a vision of what I need to do on this step im on to align myself with your plan fully. Help me learn how to create that life and Shepard my kids and help lift those in my life. Please ignite the fire in my heart for you with a blaze that can never go out. I believe that whatever You bring me to, You will bring me through. Thank you Jesus, ♡ please change my perceptions to what they need to be to get me to that vision. Amen