Dear God,

One of the reasons why I left is to get away from the world that was way too much to handle. My perspective between people have been changing from black and white to gray and I felt that my values have been compromised. Thus I opted to step out of my comfort zone and chose a very simple life of teaching in a province. But then, I find it harder to get in touch with you from all the extra work I have to do. Please guide me where to go. I have so many options yet I want something with You in it. I ♡ U.

Dear God,

Happy Happy birthday. You have always been there even though I have misplaced myself. Thanks for letting me celebrate Your birthday wonderfully. I do hope that everyone is also celebrating Your day with happiness and contentment in their hearts. Lab you. :)

Dear God,

You know that I preferred to be left alone on this one... but I think it's time I ask for u for help... Please do me a favor... as much as I'm willing to hold on... please let it end...

Dear GOd,

I really dunu what happened but I guess I have my old self back now ;) Thanks ^^. It's still far right? We still have a long long way ahead and I hope You'll be patient with me coz sometimes I really don't get what You're trying to say because my minds a lil overwhelmed by what's happening around. You know what? I am a grown up now hehehe Love you. :)

dear God,

That was not easy there God. I really had a tough day yesterday. I know this may sound demanding but please.... I beg You, don't let anything happen to my mom. You know that I've always tried to control myself when it comes to her. You know that i've never let my emotions get into her even if it is so hard for me. You know I always keep my mouth shut as long as I can and pretend that everything is alright even though we always have been having a tough life. Please... We have to be strong and I can't make up for them. My family is so emotional and they easily cry. I don't want that we have to break down soon. Give us courage and strength to overcome everything. I trust in You God. I surrender everything in Your name. I love You.

PS. I'm really sorry I was not able to visit you yesterday. I was really tired. It was not easy...

dear GOD,

I'm really thankful that you've given me a heart that could love so much. And you know what? I'm sorry but it's really broken =( . Can you please heal it for me? I didn't mean to make it that way. I promise I'll take care of it from now on.

Ps. If it's okay with you, please let it stop beating for him. Thanks God. Love you.

dear GOD,

I don't mean to be rude but I have enough of this "solo flight working". I'm okay with sharing and contribution but not "all". I know it's a big responsibility God but I'm not ready. Please help my family because I'm really tired of helping them. I want a typical life for me wherein I start with trial and error but at this point I am left without any choices at all. Sometimes I'd wish I were a guy so that I will just take this as a challenge of becoming a breadwinner someday but I'm not. Am I suppose to carry all these baggages? If so God, just please give me the strength to endure all these coz as far as I'm feeling, I don't think I can make it anymore.